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  • Sunday, October 12, 2008


    it's been more than a month since i started work..
    since then.. 3 weeks of trainings - 1 in penang and 2 in singapore..
    2 weeks of slacking in office and finally.. my first full engagement....
    leaving for batam tmr morning.. though it's for work.. but still kinda of excited..
    looking forwards to more overseas projects in future!!!

    a few minutes ago.. as i was typing the first part.. i was still happy and excited.. but now.. mood has changed after checking my email..

    been looking forward to my dear's return.. but seem like this day is getting further and further..
    oh well.. i guess.. i should not be selfish..... i did say before tt i regret asking him to come back so early.. now tt he wans to extend his trip.. i should be happy, shouldn't i?? but i'm not.. nvm.. i'll get over this soon..

    hopefully i'll be too overwhelmed with work till i forgot abt the dates.. life will be easier then..

    Saturday, September 20, 2008


    it's been more than a month since i came back from my london + france trip..
    and finally.. i uploading some photos... heh!

    yeah.. off we go...


    Some of the key attractions in London


    Though things in London is super expensive.. but London is a very very nice place..
    even considering of migrating there.. ;)

    Beautiful sceneries are wat you get in Lake Annecy..

    It's like those typical scenic pictures.. with blue sky, green grass, mountain and water..
    super pretty!!

    Part of the French Alps..

    snow capped mountains.. bright sunlight.. heh! i tink this mountain is called Mont Blanc..
    eh.. but i'm not too sure.. so better dun anyhow say.. =p

    This is our fairytale...

    Spent the entire days in the 2 parks but only might to take photos with 3 characters and 2 rides.. the queues are SUPER LONG!!!!!!
    spent most of the time waiting.. waiting.. and waiting.. yawnz...

    Below are some places in Paris..

    And lastly.. some random pictures we took during the trip.. heh!

    looking at these photos bring back lots of beautiful memories..

    i miss those holiday time very much.. esp now tt i've started work.. sigh!

    just done with the 3 weeks of training.. 1 week in Penang and 2 weeks in Singapore..
    gonna go back to office on Monday.. just checked my bookings for this year.. and...
    OMG.. i'm booked all the way from monday... till........... 31 Dec and still counting.. sigh!
    i'm really a sad case.. i tink no other A1 is as pathetic as me.. dun tink there's anyone who is assigned to a job as early as me.. though i did say before tt i rather be on projects than slacking in the office.. but still i would like a break after those long trainings and going for 3 hours lunch with my friends...

    oh well.. this shall be my life... so looking forward to my next holiday..

    **99 more days...**

    Sunday, August 24, 2008


    hahaha.. had recd "complaints" tt my blog had been stagnant again.. lol!

    had been having too much fun.. till i have no time to blog la.. heh!

    ok ok.. saw u all some of my graduation photos..




    let's me intro u guys to my family.. my grandparents.. mum.. brother and ME!!




    here's my mum, brother and of cos.. ME!!



    heh! who's else can this be.. another impt person in my life lor.. my dear dear..



    last but not least.. my solo pic.. heh!

    so those are some of my studio photos.. next.. these photos are taken on the day of commencement..

    with my ambassador, dear dear..


    with two of my prof friends..

    my mum and her friend..

    last but not least.. some of those who had liven up my school life..

    these are just a few of the many many photos i took.. for more photos.. pls refer to facebook.. heh!

    Photos from my trip.. next entry ba..

    Saturday, April 12, 2008


    erm.. yest was a tough day.. tough because i made it tough..

    to my spice buddies..
    nothing happen.. it's just san who 大惊小怪.. go and msg all of u.. siao siao one she.. hahaha..
    all i say was tt i needed a hug and i needed someone to tok to.. so tt i could sort my own tots.. so sms her lor.. my yishun buddies were uncontactable.. next nearest will be toa payoh le lor.. sembawang is nearer.. but i concluded tt lian should be in hall doing her regular "38 duty" so i didn't sms her.. as for lin.. dun dare to disturb her la.. her stress and things to do is piled up like a mountain le lor.. for jun ar.. i dun wan to hug u.. plus.. kaoz.. u staying in bedok leh.. hahaha!

    ya lor.. so ke lian san lor.. got to sit down with me at toa payoh town park for like 3 to 4 hours.. lol! but romantic hor.. heh!! but thanks alot for being there.. as u should have concluded by now.. it's all in my mind.. nobody had done be any wrongs.. it's just me and myself.. hahha!

    to sher.. contacted u first.. but later i gathered tt u should slping so didn't call to disturb.. poor gal.. work till so late the night before.. anyway.. thanks for ur smses..

    to hl.. haha! wat's new.. u usually take ages to reply smses.. and worst when ur dear is back.. haha. but it's ok.. i still "like" u.. haha!

    to dear.. i'm sorry to make u worry.. thanks for everything.. =)

    Friday, April 11, 2008


    我不要玩了。。 我不要再想了。。

    this entire trip thingy is affecting me.. i dun wan to go anywhere anymore..

    a small part of me doesn't even wan to know where dear's gg for exchange.. doesn't wan to send him off.. just wan to be left alone..

    tink i just start work in july and just keep myself busy throughout.. so i won't have time to 胡思乱想。。 i'm tired of tinking of ways to work ard it.. all i wan is just to have a fun and enjoyable trip.. y can't they just grant me this wish?? y do i have to end up being disappointed and upset?? i know.. deep down in me.. i have other fears and concerns too..

    i oso know tt it's all in the mind.. but.. i can't seemed to convince myself otherwise.. i hate myself for behaving in this way..

    many a times really feel like crying.. dear better stay where he is and not come over.. if not i tink i'll just cry...

    Thursday, April 10, 2008


    so sad... after all these hypes abt paris, london etc etc.. they seemed to be getting further and further away from me.. =( haiz.. very disappointed indeed.. trying all ways now to negotiate.. but apparently the nego and conflict class hasn't taught me much... i'm still a loser when come to negotiating.. damn!

    HR say we cannot miss the overseas training programme.. so cannot start too late.. latest will be Sept.. so my current proposal is since missing training is their upmost concern.. then i shall go for the training first and start work at a later date.. i wonder if this way worka.. sigh! i can't help it.. but to.. Sigh! =(



    8 more days to last paper...

    can't wait for tt day to come sia.. no mood to study at all..
    can't really be bothered.. it's worst when u had secured a job.. even my company didn't request for my current result.. which is a good thing for me.. *lucky*
    anyway.. ultimately.. nobody is gg to look at the transcript anymore..
    wat matters is tt u are a grad.. and ur previous work experiences.. so wat's the point of working so hard.. haha! easy for me to say this.. cos my results are horrible.. got to find ways to console myself.. lol..

    Saturday, April 05, 2008


    today is the last day of sch as in classes... erm.. very mixed feeling...

    feel happy.. finally!! the moment is here...
    sad.. leaving the sch.. leaving those frens.. might not even have the chance to meet most of them in future..
    scared.. dunno wat's installed in future..

    did feel like crying just now in class.. esp when sensei "dedicated" and played this jap song by SMAP.. a very meaningiful song.. love the lyric alot!! i shall reproduce it here in jap, romanji and english translation for u all..

    花屋の 店先に 並んだ いろんな花を 見ていた
    人それぞれ 好みは あるけど どれも みんな きれいだね
    この中で 誰が 一番だなんて 争うことも しないで
    バケツの中 誇らしげに しゃんと むねを 張っている
    それなのに 僕ら 人間は どうして こうも 比べたがる?
    一人一人 違うのに その中で 一番に なりたがる?
    そうさ 僕らは 世界に 一つだけの花 一人一人 違う種を 持つ
    その花を 咲かせることだけに 一生懸命に なればいい
    小さい花や大きな花、一つとして 同じものは ないから
    ナンバーワンに ならなくてもいい もともと 特別な オンりーワン

    Hanaya no misesaki ni naranda ironna hana o miteita
    Hito sorezore konomi wa aru kedo doremo minna kirei dane
    Kono naka de dare ga ichiban danante arasou koto mo shinaide
    Baketsu no naka hokorashige ni shanto mune o hatteiru
    Sore na no ni bokura ningen wa doushite kou mo kurabetagaru?
    Hitori hitori chigau no ni sono naka de ichiban ni naritagaru?
    Sou sa bokura wa sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana hitori hitori chigau tane o motsu
    Sono hana wo sakaseru koto dake ni isshoukenmei ni nareba ii
    Chiisai hana ya ookina hana hitotsu toshite onaji mono wa nai kara
    Nanbaawan ni naranakutemo ii motomoto tokubetsu na onriiwan

    I was looking at various flowers lined up in front of a flower shop
    Although everybody has different likings, all the flowers are beautiful
    They don't compete -- 'Who is the best among us?'
    They all have their own dignity and look their best
    Why do we humans, on contrary, always try to compare?
    Why do we always want to be the best, although everyone is different?
    Each of us is an unique flower in the world, everybody came from a different seed
    Why don't we focus on letting our flowers bloom?
    Small flowers and big flowers, no flowers look the same
    We don't have to be the 'number one' as we are already the special 'only one'...

    =)