A Penny for my Tots

mixed feeling..

2008-10-12T21:07:00.004+08:00

it's been more than a month since i started work..
since then.. 3 weeks of trainings - 1 in penang and 2 in singapore..
2 weeks of slacking in office and finally.. my first full engagement....
leaving for batam tmr morning.. though it's for work.. but still kinda of excited..
looking forwards to more overseas projects in future!!!

a few minutes ago.. as i was typing the first part.. i was still happy and excited.. but now.. mood has changed after checking my email..

been looking forward to my dear's return.. but seem like this day is getting further and further..
oh well.. i guess.. i should not be selfish..... i did say before tt i regret asking him to come back so early.. now tt he wans to extend his trip.. i should be happy, shouldn't i?? but i'm not.. nvm.. i'll get over this soon..

hopefully i'll be too overwhelmed with work till i forgot abt the dates.. life will be easier then..

beautiful memories..

2008-09-20T04:01:00.003+08:00

it's been more than a month since i came back from my london + france trip..
and finally.. i uploading some photos... heh!

yeah.. off we go...

Some of the key attractions in London

Though things in London is super expensive.. but London is a very very nice place..
even considering of migrating there.. ;)

Beautiful sceneries are wat you get in Lake Annecy..

It's like those typical scenic pictures.. with blue sky, green grass, mountain and water..
super pretty!!

Part of the French Alps..

snow capped mountains.. bright sunlight.. heh! i tink this mountain is called Mont Blanc..
eh.. but i'm not too sure.. so better dun anyhow say.. =p

This is our fairytale...

Spent the entire days in the 2 parks but only might to take photos with 3 characters and 2 rides.. the queues are SUPER LONG!!!!!!
spent most of the time waiting.. waiting.. and waiting.. yawnz...

Below are some places in Paris..

And lastly.. some random pictures we took during the trip.. heh!

looking at these photos bring back lots of beautiful memories..

i miss those holiday time very much.. esp now tt i've started work.. sigh!

just done with the 3 weeks of training.. 1 week in Penang and 2 weeks in Singapore..
gonna go back to office on Monday.. just checked my bookings for this year.. and...
OMG.. i'm booked all the way from monday... till........... 31 Dec and still counting.. sigh!
i'm really a sad case.. i tink no other A1 is as pathetic as me.. dun tink there's anyone who is assigned to a job as early as me.. though i did say before tt i rather be on projects than slacking in the office.. but still i would like a break after those long trainings and going for 3 hours lunch with my friends...

oh well.. this shall be my life... so looking forward to my next holiday..

**99 more days...**

my graduation photos

2008-08-24T05:38:00.006+08:00

hahaha.. had recd "complaints" tt my blog had been stagnant again.. lol!

had been having too much fun.. till i have no time to blog la.. heh!

ok ok.. saw u all some of my graduation photos..

let's me intro u guys to my family.. my grandparents.. mum.. brother and ME!!

here's my mum, brother and of cos.. ME!!

heh! who's else can this be.. another impt person in my life lor.. my dear dear..

last but not least.. my solo pic.. heh!

so those are some of my studio photos.. next.. these photos are taken on the day of commencement..

with my ambassador, dear dear..

with two of my prof friends..

my mum and her friend..

last but not least.. some of those who had liven up my school life..

these are just a few of the many many photos i took.. for more photos.. pls refer to facebook.. heh!

Photos from my trip.. next entry ba..

2008-04-12T10:37:00.004+08:00

erm.. yest was a tough day.. tough because i made it tough..

to my spice buddies..
nothing happen.. it's just san who 大惊小怪.. go and msg all of u.. siao siao one she.. hahaha..
all i say was tt i needed a hug and i needed someone to tok to.. so tt i could sort my own tots.. so sms her lor.. my yishun buddies were uncontactable.. next nearest will be toa payoh le lor.. sembawang is nearer.. but i concluded tt lian should be in hall doing her regular "38 duty" so i didn't sms her.. as for lin.. dun dare to disturb her la.. her stress and things to do is piled up like a mountain le lor.. for jun ar.. i dun wan to hug u.. plus.. kaoz.. u staying in bedok leh.. hahaha!

ya lor.. so ke lian san lor.. got to sit down with me at toa payoh town park for like 3 to 4 hours.. lol! but romantic hor.. heh!! but thanks alot for being there.. as u should have concluded by now.. it's all in my mind.. nobody had done be any wrongs.. it's just me and myself.. hahha!

to sher.. contacted u first.. but later i gathered tt u should slping so didn't call to disturb.. poor gal.. work till so late the night before.. anyway.. thanks for ur smses..

to hl.. haha! wat's new.. u usually take ages to reply smses.. and worst when ur dear is back.. haha. but it's ok.. i still "like" u.. haha!

to dear.. i'm sorry to make u worry.. thanks for everything.. =)

2008-04-11T18:35:00.002+08:00

我不要玩了。。我不要再想了。。

this entire trip thingy is affecting me.. i dun wan to go anywhere anymore..

a small part of me doesn't even wan to know where dear's gg for exchange.. doesn't wan to send him off.. just wan to be left alone..

tink i just start work in july and just keep myself busy throughout.. so i won't have time to 胡思乱想。。 i'm tired of tinking of ways to work ard it.. all i wan is just to have a fun and enjoyable trip.. y can't they just grant me this wish?? y do i have to end up being disappointed and upset?? i know.. deep down in me.. i have other fears and concerns too..

i oso know tt it's all in the mind.. but.. i can't seemed to convince myself otherwise.. i hate myself for behaving in this way..

many a times really feel like crying.. dear better stay where he is and not come over.. if not i tink i'll just cry...

2008-04-10T15:52:00.001+08:00

so sad... after all these hypes abt paris, london etc etc.. they seemed to be getting further and further away from me.. =( haiz.. very disappointed indeed.. trying all ways now to negotiate.. but apparently the nego and conflict class hasn't taught me much... i'm still a loser when come to negotiating.. damn!

HR say we cannot miss the overseas training programme.. so cannot start too late.. latest will be Sept.. so my current proposal is since missing training is their upmost concern.. then i shall go for the training first and start work at a later date.. i wonder if this way worka.. sigh! i can't help it.. but to.. Sigh! =(

2008-04-10T09:51:00.002+08:00

8 more days to last paper...

can't wait for tt day to come sia.. no mood to study at all..
can't really be bothered.. it's worst when u had secured a job.. even my company didn't request for my current result.. which is a good thing for me.. *lucky*
anyway.. ultimately.. nobody is gg to look at the transcript anymore..
wat matters is tt u are a grad.. and ur previous work experiences.. so wat's the point of working so hard.. haha! easy for me to say this.. cos my results are horrible.. got to find ways to console myself.. lol..

2008-04-05T00:38:00.003+08:00

today is the last day of sch as in classes... erm.. very mixed feeling...

feel happy.. finally!! the moment is here...
sad.. leaving the sch.. leaving those frens.. might not even have the chance to meet most of them in future..
scared.. dunno wat's installed in future..

did feel like crying just now in class.. esp when sensei "dedicated" and played this jap song by SMAP.. a very meaningiful song.. love the lyric alot!! i shall reproduce it here in jap, romanji and english translation for u all..

花屋の　店先に　並んだ　いろんな花を　見ていた
人それぞれ　好みは　あるけど　どれも　みんな　きれいだね
この中で　誰が　一番だなんて　争うことも　しないで
バケツの中　誇らしげに　しゃんと　むねを　張っている
それなのに　僕ら　人間は　どうして　こうも　比べたがる?
一人一人　違うのに　その中で　一番に　なりたがる?
そうさ　僕らは　世界に　一つだけの花　一人一人　違う種を　持つ
その花を　咲かせることだけに　一生懸命に　なればいい
小さい花や大きな花、一つとして　同じものは　ないから
ナンバーワンに　ならなくてもいい　もともと　特別な　オンりーワン

Hanaya no misesaki ni naranda ironna hana o miteita
Hito sorezore konomi wa aru kedo doremo minna kirei dane
Kono naka de dare ga ichiban danante arasou koto mo shinaide
Baketsu no naka hokorashige ni shanto mune o hatteiru
Sore na no ni bokura ningen wa doushite kou mo kurabetagaru?
Hitori hitori chigau no ni sono naka de ichiban ni naritagaru?
Sou sa bokura wa sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana hitori hitori chigau tane o motsu
Sono hana wo sakaseru koto dake ni isshoukenmei ni nareba ii
Chiisai hana ya ookina hana hitotsu toshite onaji mono wa nai kara
Nanbaawan ni naranakutemo ii motomoto tokubetsu na onriiwan

I was looking at various flowers lined up in front of a flower shop
Although everybody has different likings, all the flowers are beautiful
They don't compete -- 'Who is the best among us?'
They all have their own dignity and look their best
Why do we humans, on contrary, always try to compare?
Why do we always want to be the best, although everyone is different?
Each of us is an unique flower in the world, everybody came from a different seed
Why don't we focus on letting our flowers bloom?
Small flowers and big flowers, no flowers look the same
We don't have to be the 'number one' as we are already the special 'only one'...

=)

2008-04-03T09:38:00.001+08:00

sleepy sleepy..

counting down to my end of SMU life.. 15 more days to the end of my last paper!!

if you were to ask me if i'm looking forward to this moment.. erm.. both a yes and a no..
yes.. cos i'm sick and tired of studying..
no.. cos i'll miss the freedom i'm having now.. skipping lessons as and when i feel like it.. gg for weekdays shopping.. slacking and napping at home.. and of cos i will miss dear the most.. miss meeting him for lunches in between his classes.. miss seeing him ard in sch..

anyway.. yea.. coming to the next phase of life.. but before that.. haha! is fun fun and more fun..
i dun even know when is my official starting work date yet.. hopefully is in late sept.. or better still in oct.. nov.. or dec will be WONDERFUL!! hahhaa.. imagine.. if i start work in dec.. woah.. does it mean i can spend my aug to dec in germany/europe.. weeeeeeee... sounds very good.. but... sigh! dream on..

my coma blog..

2008-03-31T16:46:00.002+08:00

haha.. sher says my blog is in coma.. ok ok.. i shall do smth to revive and sustain it.. =)

life had been good, happy and bliss.. counting down to end of sch.. 3 more weeks are everything will be over.. just last tue.. i had my last ever presentation in sch.. yippee!!

now just looking forward to holidays.. shall work hard and earn enough money to go travel ard Europe!! oh well.. not ard europe.. not so rich.. perhaps.. Germany is a must.. Paris.. Austria.. London.. and wherever my dear wanna go bah.. =)

2008-02-16T15:59:00.000+08:00

a new beginning.. a new story... =)

2008-01-17T02:48:00.000+08:00

woah!! been like ages since i last blog..

see la.. nv even complete blogging abt my brisbane trip.. yawnz..

it's into the second week of sch... still no motivation to study.. everyday just bumming ard.. gg out.. reading books.. doing anything and everything other than studying.. sigh!

oh well.. since there's nothing very exciting for me to blog abt.. it's time to slp.. =)

First posting from Brisbane...

2007-12-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

First posting from Brisbane...

Day 1

Arrived in Brisbane at abt 10pm.. had a 7 hours flight from Sin to Sydney and another 1plus hours from Sydney to Brisbane.. just to realise that my poor luggage was still back in sydney..

hahhaa.. wat an experience.. but ok la.. i got it back at last.. never buy travel insurance.. so can't ask for compensation too.. boo!

taxi fare here is atrocious.. from airport to san's hostel.. almost 1 $50 gone.. sigh! poor san.. since she was the one who paid for it.. heh =)

Day 2

Went city shopping or should i say recce for potential things to buy.. heh! ate korean food.. diao right.. go aussie.. eat korean food.. but ok la.. i must say that it's quite nice.. hahhaa

erm.. the city seemed pretty much the same as Sin's.. just that they got a nice Brisbane river.. unlike our Singapore river.. lol.. =D

photos shall be uploaded only later.. time to slp.. san's lousy internet is gg to log me out in 8mins time.. boo!

2007-11-28T11:30:00.001+08:00

It's Wednesday, 28 November 2007... 3 more days to the end of my exams!!!

boy.. can't wait till Saturday.. full day of activities awaiting for me!!! yippee!!!

*there's some ppl whom i can never seem to understand.. yawnz*

2007-11-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

in midst of finding a way out of this AFA maze.. sigh.. look like can never see the light.. the overgrown hedges are blocking my view... argh...

here's a song lyric of the song that i'm currently listening to..
i tink it's very meaningful.. and close to heart.. =)

and to my sisters.. just in case u all are wondering..
NO.. there's nothing wrong with me.. i'm just "addicted" to all these songs..
erm.. san.. tink u should read the lyrics to the song too.. esp the part where i highlighted!! =D

A quiet moment making my footprints on the sand.
A sweet feeling comes surrounding me.
It's delirious.
Now that's a sugar rush.
My heart is beating oh so fast,
And I dun wanna fall too deep but I want to make it last

There's no need to rush.
We can take our time.
Let it go the natural way.
We begin as friends?
And who knows what ?
Where this could be taking me

In this nice cool breeze.
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too

You know what I would like?
I'd like to get to know you more.
Make that mutual.
Boy, you know you wanna know me too

This is how you make me feel.
When you're here, I feel your vibe,
And I hope I don't fall into deep too fast

You're not the type,
Who'll rush into things.
And let it slip away.
Yeah, I like your type.
Caught up in this ride.
It's kinda silly but I'll say

In this nice cool breeze,
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too

2007-11-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

this may sound a bit cold and heartless..
but..

don't u agree that if u choose to be involved in a one-sided "love affair"..
anything that you do for the other party is out of goodwill..
will be good if the other party reciprocate but shall it be otherwise..

in my view.. there's no basis for complaints.. so u just have to endure with it..
cos u jolly well know that such things might happen..
but yet u still choose to sink into it..
u're the one asking for it..

heh.. maybe some of u out there might not agree.. but this is just my view la..

bored of studying.. first ever in my life that i started studying 2 weeks before my actual exam.. omg.. wat had gotten over me?? hahha.. =D

2007-10-21T04:04:00.000+08:00

weeee.. Lin treat us to Brewerkz with her first pay!!! Thanks gal!!! =D

it was a fun jiemeis get-together.. we tok.. we gossip.. we had fun..
everybody was here except san whom jun forgot to bring out.. she still in his house (oops)..

therefore.. i shall be nice, though quite unwillingly include a pic of random pic of urs (san) into our beautiful college.. =)

2007-10-17T02:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was balloon day!!! Happy Belated Smiley Balloon Day!!!

next.. we attended the Pick a Partner workshop.. hahhaa.. quite good..

at the end of the workshop.. we were asked what's the one key takeaway and share with the person beside.. heh.. i couldn't tink of agree..
so i shall just quote from the person beside me - "the Mr Perfect" at least that what he claimed he is.. haha.. yeah..
xm: "relationship takes time. things happen step by step.." lol.. such words coming from him.. so profound.. hahaha.. oops..

a big thanks to everyone who help in one way or another to make yesterday a successful day!!!

More goodies to giveaway.. Post-it and flowers on Thur!!

2007-10-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

weeeee.. i'm back...
been a while since i last blog..

eh.. nothing much special happen lately.. so nothing much to blog abt..
this weekend have been a slow and i'm feeling lethargic..
do no work, only bake cookies and cheesecake, sleep and eat.. sigh..

break is over... buck up!!! *slap*

2007-09-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

miss those days.. but.. oh well.. i'm good now too.. =D

fav days of the week: Mon & Wed..

Mon - wellness duty.. though duty is supposed to be alternate weeks but all thanks to someone.. i'm there like every week.. hahaha.. but it's fun.. i'm enjoying it.. been quite a while since i last enjoyed doing wellness duty!!! heh..

Wed - kiteans jiemeis gym + lunch day.. erm.. but as weeks passed.. and work loads pile up.. i guess the frequency of us meeting will be much lesser le.. but i guess it's inevitable.. =(
oh well.. no more mornings and noons to look forward to.. i still got the NIGHT!! yippee!!! can't wait for wed nights!! =D

2007-09-12T01:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Mummy!! -11 sept-

Just came back from Mummy's b-day celebration @ Chevrons..

whoa.. spend a bomb this year.. boohoo.. but nvm la.. she's my mum after all..

look at the beautiful flowers i bought.. lilies + pink isotoma.. so nice!!! i simply love flowers..

lol.. looking at the pic below.. seemed like i'm the b-day gal instead.. but i'm NOT!!! lol..

2007-09-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

eh.. i'm bored.. but i still have alot of undone stuff.. sigh..

it's my mummy's b-day today.. but i still dunno wat to get for her.. argh...
shall go shopping later..

weee.. looking forward to 19 Sept!!! =D can't wait for that day to come.. hurry hurry!!! one more week only..

2007-09-08T01:38:00.000+08:00

was surfing the blogs and saw this picture on lin's blog.. so cute.. i like.. so decided to "steal" from her.. heh..

see san.. my one whole entry dedicated to u only.. lol..

2007-09-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

can't believe this.. it's only week 3 and i'm only taking 3 modules.. but i'm already super stressed!!! my most stressed semester so far.. omg..

academic stuff is a big burden.. CCA is another problematic thing.. plus personal problems.. sigh.. how to not stress?? argh!!! exploding soon.. oh my.. my blog entry had always been very negative.. aiya.. can't seemed to find anything to cheer me up lately.. =(

like always.. it's such a pain to joke.. laugh.. n just be happy.. when u're really not.. but i guess.. this is just part n parcel of life.. weeeeeeee... life is like so fragile.. so u should just go n do wat u fancy, if not u may never have a chance.. easier said than done.. sigh.. oh well.. enough of grumbling.. no point.. better get back to work.. ciaoz..

2007-09-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

back for more than a week leh..

life been busy since then.. at least i kept myself busy.. for watever reason.. i know.. some knows can le..

will update my blog wif yunnan stuff once i'm free.. or when i've plenty of spare time..

currently mood isn't very pretty.. feeling irritated once again.. oh my.. how i wish i'm away again.. should leave here asap.. sigh..

2007-07-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

hee.. it's sunday le... 2 more days.. so excited...

Jas is a blur yet happy gal today.. a few nice things happen today.. but.. make a few bloopers too.. heh.. =D

sher just reminded me of this song.. old but nice song.. love it..

恋爱未满

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴

为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些

友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一点点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友

再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对

我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你

2007-07-18T02:07:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. erm.. just like CNY, ade's b-day celebration is 2 weeks long..

so i guess this entry isn't too late..

Happy Belated Birthday, Gal!!! =D (14 Jul)

Here's some pics to refresh your memories.. =)

Dinner @ White Dog Cafe..

Taken at the "balcony" of Vivo

$10 KTV =D

future $2,400 earners.. lol =p

last but not least... up, up and away.. Kong Ming Lantern!!!

hee.. wishes from the mugger wannabes!!

This is just one side of the lantern..
as for the other msg.. erm.. shouldn't be published here.. 小孩不已 lol.. =D

2007-07-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to San:-

after a long long wait.. finally.. here's some pic from the spice outing..

eh.. u rem?? we went for Pizzas and Chocolate drinks..

oh!! u don't rem.. erm.. i shall refresh ur memory then.. hahaha

this is where u were sitting that day..

aiyo.. one person eat 3 pizzas.. not healthy leh.. dun eat so much ok.. =)

oops.. u finish all of it le..

aiyo.. so dirty some more.. dunno how to eat wor.. haha

oh no.. wat's happening while u're away.. internal fight??!! over.. erm.. u?? nah.. hahha

heh.. alright alright.. i know u miss us.. here's some pics specially for u =D

acting cute jun n pretty lian..

Reconcilation btw lin n jun
(yeah.. him again.. i noe u miss him e most.. dun deny.. lol)

heh.. 2 thirsty gals!! but we are drinking on ur behalf..

hehe.. realised there wasn't any grp photos.. that's because.. all the grp photos were taken wif lin's camera.. and hahaha.. just like myself.. she hadn't send out as well.. so.. wait la hor.. heh..

2007-07-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

7 more days..

here's a beautiful bouquet given to me by sher the very day she returned from Poland.. so so sweet of her... thanks dear!!

was telling sher the other day that it's been a long long time since i last cook or bake.. erm.. let me try to recall.. eh.. eh.. beside that muah chee that we tried for the yunnan trip.. the last one was perhaps in apr..

erm.. does this look familar?? lol.. =D

yeah.. that was the last thing i bake/cook.. erm.. would i be able to mess up the kitchen again before i fly off.. doubt so leh.. heh.. perhaps next time would be ondeh ondeh.. see how first.. =p

2007-07-16T03:31:00.000+08:00

*counting down... 9 more days.. and off i go...

u know wat.. i tink it's a sad thing to be ostracised.. esp if it's by ur own frens..
sigh.. wat kind of PH i am.. wat have i learnt -- to be neutral.. but i can't.. i tend to take side with ppl whom i'm closer to..

at times, i feel sorry for him.. but at times.. he just irritate the shit out of me.. he's not a bad fren.. he can be sensitive (abit too sensitive), caring, gentlemen (at times only), gay-ish (oops).. but for a working buddy.. i guess not a wise choice.. --> another sign of a bad PH.. i shouldn't condemn a person even before i work experience for myself.. but i'm just blinded by all the other facts that i was told.. sigh..
then again.. there indeed some problems wif him.. but nobody dare to tell him straight to the first.. unless one's is prepared to lose this friendship.. am i?? i dunno.. a few times.. i wanted to tell him.. but i'm scared that i'll hurt him.. but seeing him being boycotted.. isn't it just as bad.. oh man.. i dunno.. wat should i do..

i'm sorry for treating u so badly.. i'm sorry if we had hurt u in anyway.. [... wat the pt of saying sorry when i'm not gg to change my attitude towards him =( ]

** to those who know whom i'm referring to.. dun worry.. i tink.. he don't have my blog add.. heh.. i tink only..

oh well.. time to slp.. hopefully could wake up at 7am later to go jogging..
it's time to lose somemore weights before flying off..

2007-06-29T17:09:00.000+08:00

eh.. i don't like guessing games.. wat do u have up ur sleeve?? oh well..

it's fri!! one more week.. then i shall not do calling anymore.. yikes..
i'm so so sleepy.. went for supper at upper thomson at 11plus and only reach home at abt 2..
reach home watch anime all the way till 4.30am.. lol..

it's coming 6pm soon.. off work le.. yippee.. the night is still young!!

2007-06-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

hee.. had been too busy watching anime.. so no time to blog.. lol..
yawnz.. heh.. paid $50 a day to tok over the phone.. msn.. and blogging.. lol..

silly company.. lousy way of employees' compensation.. no incentives if u hit above the target.. no punishments if u don't hit the target.. the target is just there for "fun" of it.. like that.. i'm not motivated to call more than the target lor.. how silly is it.. lol..
anyway.. job is boring la. hahha.. but for the sake of $50 a day.. i shall endure.. heh..

self-denial - topic of my conversation wif my dear buddy.. hahaha.. y is there a need for that?? because u wan to protect both urself n that person.. u worry too much.. u r just being too protective.. u r afraid of some unfavourable consequences that may arise out of it.. there r just too much to consider.. it's just like a shield that u would use to protect urself from all possible negative impacts.. oh well.. one way street vs two way street.. only god knows which road it is.. =) (nvm if u don't understand wat i'm saying.. not very impt)

few questions that came to me over the few weeks..

1. if i would to die now.. would anybody cry for me.. would u?? -- i tink this is very sad.. u will nv know whether ppl cry for u or not.. maybe nobody cares.. maybe just a few feeling sad.. maybe some celebrate.. i won't know.. oh well.. guess i'll nv know such things..

2a . am i oso in the self denial state?? i dunno..

2b. when will i be out of the self-denial state, if i'm in one.. perhaps the day i left Singapore for good.. or at least for a reasonably long period..

3. am i happy the way i am now.. erm.. no i guess.. i dunno..

4. am i waiting for miracle to happen.. yes i am..

I look in the sky and then I saw a star shining so bright above,
I close my eyes and wish upon the star that I would find true love
Someone who needed me, someone to share my life
For a love that would be true, I would wait for-ever..
-quoted from one of my fav jap song (translated into english)-

lol.. forever.. hahha.. impossible la.. no patience.. =D

2007-06-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

haiz.. all good things come wif a price..

this is a pricey one.. sianz..
went for the interview.. it went quite smoothly.. i tink..
but the problematic part is that the conference will be held from 2 to 5 Aug.. which clashes wif my YEP.. sob sob..

the conference will be held in US Florida.. "it's just 4 days.. no big deal" someone told me today.. but to me.. it's a big deal.. it's a rare opportunity!! one representing S'pore only per year..

but.. i won't drop out of YEP trip becos of this.. if i really have to choose.. i would rather give up this opportunity.. hard decision.. silly decision.. sadly.. but that's just wat i would do.. =(

erm.. can i get the best of both world?? i dunno man.. just praying and hoping.. i dun wan to make things difficult for my frens as well.. sigh.. y?? y??

for once.. i hope that they will not offer me.. so that i will not need to be such a dilemma.. ='(

2007-06-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

today isn't very smooth day..
hope tmr would be better..

2 results were released today.. one word: chui =(

had problem with my bike just now.. on my way back from tuition..
felt so irritated.. so call someone to ask if he knows wat the problem and see if he can help
not of any help.. didn't even offer to come down to help see if wat's the problem with it..
happily just tell me lock my bike somewhere and go home... WTH!!! this can't solve the problem la..

had lots of trouble pushing the bike home.. it can't seemed to move.. was sweating like a pig la..
damn fustrating.. damn helpless.. was on the verge of crying le.. nobody seemed to be able to help!!! so so irritating!!

2007-06-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

freedom at last... but.. but.. i'm dun feel the excitement..

maybe cos all the papers were bad.. pretty chui..

anyway.. gg for an interview for a leadership conference for interns
having mixed feeling towards tis interview.. I dunno to find happy, honoured, or wat..
oh well.. nvm.. see how the interview goes on tue bah.. =(

2007-06-06T04:41:00.000+08:00

in midst of exam preparation.. yawnz.. after today's 9am paper.. one more down.. had one yest.. 2nd one today.. one more to go on fri.. can't wait for it to be over.. all the tok cok paper.. sianz..

another song to think abt...

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦下
一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦

下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

2007-06-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

戏如人生，人生如戏。。 this is so so true..
dun understand y ppl like to ACT so much.. it's so 辛苦!!

nvm.. back to my study now.. counting down.. 6 more days to temp freedom!!

will explain wat i mean after my exam.. =)

2007-05-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

feeling depressed once again.. it's not the time to be down..

jas.. give u one more day.. to wake up ur idea and buck up!!
stop wasting ur time.. tinking and waiting for things that won't never happen..
y waste ur tears.. they will nv understand.. they will nv know..
even if they know.. they will not care..

dun be silly.. u're of no use to them anymore.. so y would they even wanna be bothered wif u.. they are just making use of u.. y don't u understand??

ya.. i really don't understand.. who is for real.. who is fake.. i really can't tell..
can u all dun torture me wif all these..

2007-05-27T04:18:00.000+08:00

just 1 more week before my exams..
yet.. i'm can't find the appropriate energy to start..

upset over many reasons..
disappointed wif many ppl..
waiting for smth that will never happen..

jas ah.. u just got to live for urself.. no one is worth ur time.. =(
stop wasting ur time.. u have no time to waste..
exams are round the corners.. u know nutz abt them..
one more group report and individual paper due on fri..
wake up.. idiot!!

2007-05-23T11:27:00.000+08:00

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby

2007-05-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

got this bad habit of avoiding problems by shielding away from it..

so many things to be done.. but yet.. i can't find the necessary energy to keep me going.. exams will be here in less than a month time.. but wat am i still doing.. still playing a fool..

change is inevitable, however i don't quite like the change that is happening to me now.. i seemed to lose grip of myself.. i dunno wat i wan.. i dunno wat or who is good for me.. i dunno seem to understand myself anymore.. or is all this some sort of self denial??

2007-05-13T04:52:00.000+08:00

a lesson learnt from last fri: never drink with an empty stomach..

had a torturous wee morning.. drink too much that night..

1 bottle of Hoegarden
shared 1 bottle of Stella & Heinkein with PS n Ching
1 glass of lychee martani
--> @ No. 5 Emerald Hill

shared 1 jug of vodka cranberry, 2 jugs of bourbon coke, another jug of whisky 7-up..
--> Double O wif Jo, Keith n XM (ended at double o.. all thanks to xm.. ask him to decide whether to go or not.. happily decided that we shall go for a while..but then ended up there till 3am..)

this is crazy lor.. =D

felt terrible.. slept all the way on the cab home.. hug the sink for a while.. n concuss soon after.. yikes!!! but nevertheless.. the night was fun.. hahaha =p

2007-05-06T19:00:00.000+08:00

glam it may seemed to be..
emptiness it is indeed..

strong - people tink i am..
weak - is wat i really am..

who could see the true me..
nobody else except me..

who is there to blame..
me, myself and no one else..

fren need help can count on me..
help myself forget abt it..

haiz.. can't seem to get out of the depression mode..
every small little thing is affecting me..
wat do i really wan..

i wan to buck up for my studies..
i wan to be happy..
i wan to feel loved..
i wan to feel wanted..
i wan to get out of this..
is easy to say what u wan.. but whether u have the drive.. the support to cheer u on.. is a separate issue..

i'm sick n tired of the status quo.. yet i'm not doing anything to help myself..
fren ard me tried to help.. but obstacles are wat they faced..
fights are happening within me..
lost is the only outcome now..
when can i say Victory..
it all had to depend on me..

shall go for a jog now.. hopefully i would feel better after it..

2007-05-06T17:36:00.000+08:00

as bad a gf i was in the past..
now.. i'm a bad fren too..
haiz.. guess i should just be left alone..
yet.. i'm dun like being alone..

perhaps..all these are just self fulfilling prophecy.. =(

2007-04-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

Maybe I'm old fashioned feeling as I do.
Maybe I'm just living in the past,
But when I meet the right one, I know I'll be true.
My first love will be my last.

When I fall in love
It will be forever.
For I'll never fall in love
In a restless world like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun.

When I give my heart
It will be completely.
For I'll never give my heart.
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you.

--> Disclaimer: No hidden meaning to posting this song.. just suddenly tot of this song..

erm.. anyway.. it's too idealistic.. impractical!! =p

2007-03-30T00:42:00.000+08:00

To Sher & HL - Thanks for sending the kawaii moo moo all the way from Poland!!! Love it!!! but u know wat.. u gals make me tear.. boo hoo.. bleahz.. i miss you both!!!

cute right??!!! =D it's a cow from Poland!!!

hee.. first time cycling to my tuition kid's place.. so fun!! after tuition.. met PS.. hahaha.. so funny.. i ended up cycling round Yishun Park while she jog.. poor gal!! must be tiring for u.. jog so fast..

after parting off with PS, make a detour to dom's place to collect smth from him.. while waiting for him.. i ended making rounds and rounds ard the pillars at his void deck.. lol.. he jacked me for that.. ok wah.. boring meh.. lol..

shall cycle more often... so fun!!! =D

2007-03-29T17:39:00.000+08:00

travelling on a long long road.. the end is nowhere near..

started this journey 5 weeks ago..
met with a thunderstorm for the past few days..
sky is finally clearing out..
could see Mr Sun peeping thru the thick, dark cloud..
it's time to pick up the debris and proceed on with my journey..
no time to waste.. 10 more weeks before reaching destination..

current weather forecast: partly cloudy

shiong week is finally over for now.. more awaiting ahead.. now.. it's time to go back and embrace my bearies.. and keep my bed companied.. had been neglecting him for too long.. yawnz..

2007-03-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

there's so many things to be done.. n yet.. wat the hell am i doing?? NOTHING!!! absolutely nothing..
except for sitting down here.. hoping for someone to strangle me..
Euthanasia is still illegal right??!!

wat the hell is wrong wif me.. so many people hanging on to their dear lives.. yet.. me whose living in this small dot.. is giving up for no apparent reasons.. arrrrrrrr!!! irritated with myself..

dun deserve the PH title.. how to help ppl when i can't even help myself.. knowing that something is very wrong.. yet.. doing nothing to resolve it.. and not allowing anybody to help.. all i wan to do now is to hide somewhere.. but.. can't afford to...

need some sort of motivation to keep me going.. =(

2007-03-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

This used to be one of my favourite song.. and it's still is..

But now i shall dedicated this song to HL.. lol! =D

Wishes
You can't stop believing
Wishes do come true..
You gotta believe me
Wishes do come true...

I looked in the sky
and there I saw a star shining so bright above
I closed my eyes
and wished upon that I would find true love
Someone who needed me
Someone to share my life
For a love that would be true
I would wait forever
So.. no.. matter how long it may be
I will be waiting

One star brighter than the others
Two Hearts beating for each other
I believe wishes really come true

Love at first sight,
I knew it from the moment when you said hello
I hoped you felt it too,
but we were both so shy - how was I to know
When you reached for my hand
I knew you were the one
We laughed and talked for hours like I'd known you forever
Like.. a.. dream or something from a book
True love has found me

One star brighter than the others
Two Hearts beating for each other
now I see wishes really come true

You just have to dream
Nothing's as bad as it seems
to be.... believe me
Someone's waiting for you to try
There in the sky

One star brighter than the others
Two Hearts beating for each other
You will see wishes really come true

2007-03-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

Thanks everybody for all the warm sms/msn/phone call wishes.. the beautiful presents.. the delicious dinners..

9th Mar

Mango Cake
Thanks, my mentoring pals, Kangwei, Pamela and Baoqin for the tasty mango cake!!

Hanabi buffet dinner + Island Cremery..
one word - SHIOK!!! delicious.. very very full after it.. lol
Thanks, Edwin, Dominic & Jonathan for the treat!!

10th Mar

IndoChine Dinner + Dessert
Beautiful ambience.. tasty food.. mouth-watering fondue.. not forgetting.. innovation B&J ice cream with candle!! lol.. Most importantly... I LOVE THE DRESS!!!!
(but hor.. next time dun make me change into it immediately hor.. wat if i can't fit in.. then it'll be so malu.. luckily.. i still can fit into this one.. =D)
Many thanks to Xiaolin, Suiying, Szemin, Kang Ming, Ritchie & Lintong for spending this day wif me!!

Not forgetting..
Thanks, ...
Peishi for the 12am phone call..
Sijia for the msg from Poland,
San for the msg from Australia,

.... and everybody else for every small/big things that you all had done for me!!! Arigato!!! Thank you all so so much!!! Had really enjoyed myself!! =D

2007-03-08T12:55:00.000+08:00

went jogging wif PS yest.. had lots of fun.. talk lots of rubbish while jogging.. did crazy stuff..

it's been a long long time since we last went jogging together..

To PS & Sher..
i miss those good old times we had together..

miss those jogging session we had around Yishun Park after sher's tuition..
miss those studying sessions we had together..
miss those sharings that we had..
miss those hugs..
miss those naggings..
miss those sandwiches..
miss those PHC days..

erm.. just did a one to one exchange..
PS came back from Poland.. Sher went Poland..
i'm the only one who continue to stay put.. lol..
by the time sher comes back from Poland..
tata.. i'm off to Yunnan.. (ok la.. isn't that long.. only 2-3 weeks..)

hopefully by the time i come back.. we all can have a nice get together session..

To HL: I do miss you too.. really!! miss scolding you.. miss being irritated by you.. miss all the nonsenses lol.. =D

alright.. enough of this.. got to prepare for sch le..
take care, dears!!! *hugz*

2007-03-02T03:43:00.000+08:00

geez.. for the whole of today.. been tinking to drop Strat or not..
how i wish i have a rose then -- "to drop.. not to drop" hee.. not funny.. i know.. =p

whoa.. was really tinking very hard abt all the pros n cons of dropping or not dropping..
very confused.. n undecided.. so tok to everyone who could spare time to listen..

thanks lin, edwin & xiang for listening to my whinings.. my dilemma..
n most importantly.. thanks, PS dear for clearing my tots and helping me to come to a conclusion.. *muackz* =D

famine camp is here once again.. should i join again??? erm... sher not ard to accompany me this time ard.. anybody interested?? It's on 16-17 Jun!!

2007-02-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

back to sch.. back to those mugging times..

after working for the past 10 weeks.. i kinda of miss those freedom i enjoyed back in sch..
not happy.. lazy.. --> just don't go for seminars lor.. lol..
but at work.. there's no such luxury.. everyday.. no matter how tired u r.. u still got to drag urself to work..

at least for once.. i'm happy to be back in sch!!!

Horray to my freedom!!!!

HEEEELLLLOOOO, frenz!!! I'm BACK!!! =D

2007-02-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

I'll Stand By You

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now

Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
don't know what to do
Nothing you confess, make me love you less.

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well, I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
and don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong...

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour
and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you...

2007-02-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

finally.. it's the end of internship!!

dunno to feel happy or sad.. but anyway.. it's over!!!

to be continued... in 1year time?? =D

it's time to recuperate?? tired...

it's time to eat less.. exercise more..

things that i ate the past week are sinful!!!

meats.. meats n more meats.. arrrrrrr.....

first was the reunion dinner, buffet dinner, then was carl's junior.. hog's breath.. today/yest was carnivore (a treat from my seniors).. whoa.. crazy..

oh.. that was some food we ate at hog's breath..

last few photos we took @ Vivo's Ben & Jerry before san's left tmr.. oops.. should be tonight..

bye sis.. we shall meet up again in maybe a year's time?? or less?? till then, take care.. love ya!!

to the rest of the gang.. let's meet up for some chocz fondue.. hot chocz..!!! lol.. bleahz!

2007-02-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

weeeee... first blog of the PIG year..

first of all.. wishing all my dearies out there.. a HAPPY PIG YEAR!!!!

猪你们猪年快乐，心想事成! =D

2007-02-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

yawnz..

talk to tis cute guy at work today.. but too bad.. he's too sweet a talker.. dun like!! lol..

went for a movie - Babel.. erm.. dun ask me for comments of the show.. all i can say is that it's a depressing and disturbing show.. after a long day of tedious work.. this is not a show that u should watch.. but.. nevertheless.. it's still ok lor.. =

after that met up wif yingjie n gang at equinox.. whoa.. the view from there is fantastic!! so is the price of the food there.. lol. heard from them that it's abt $110 per person.. this is insane lor.. sat there for a while and left to meet PS n bin kor kor.. too bad both of them can't join us upstairs.. cos by then, they are already collecting cover charges.. to avoid paying the cover charge, i got to sneak in with the help of ritch.. lol..

had a most interesting train ride today..

2 of us.. being lazy as usual.. don't wan to stand our entire journey.. so decided to take down to Marina Bay then back.. so we waited 10mins for that train to come.. ok.. we board and at marina bay, we waited another 10mins for the train to depart.. hahaha.. the best part is.. when we reach somerset..3 old ladies walked in.. argh.. both of us got to give up our seats!!! lol.. after the at least 20mins wait.. we still got to stand our way back.. =D

while standing up.. both of us start to tink abt how bleak our future love life will be.. decided that we shall just count on each other if we're still single by 30.. lol.. and live a rich n carefree life.. hahahhaa.. right dear??!! =D

2007-02-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

can u smell love?? v-day is ard the corner.. n love is in the air.. =D

........

erm.. so where's my flowers?? where's my presents?? lol..

yea.. gg crazy!! nitez.. very tired le..

2007-02-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

sometimes.. i guess i tink too much.. and read too much in between lines.. one simple thing.. i can imagine it to be as complicated as it can be.. haiz.. guess this is bad.. cos in the end.. i'll just hurt myself more than anybody else.. i'm always making my own life miserable.. but.. just wondering.. is it because i tink too much.. or is it just misleading??

yea.. it always boils down to.. "Let nature takes its course" -- to hate or love this phrase.. i oso dunno.. how long can a person wait?? some ppl will tell u.. if u dun ask.. u'll nv know wat's the outcome.. but.. when u ask.. how would u react to the outcome - be it ur desired or not??

there's always a lot of "WHY??" - why this, why that?? but wat's the point of asking why when i can't ans those questions... haiz.. =(

watever la.. anyway.. just recently.. i'd fallen in love wif the lyrics of 梁山伯与茱丽叶 by 曹格 & 卓文萱.. tot the lyrics is so so true.. lol..

An excerpt from the song..

"我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依"

hahaha.. how true can this lyric be..

2007-02-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

all work n no play makes Jas a dull gal...

seriously.. i'm wondering how would i be able to survive thru such life in future??
nothing to do wif the late hours.. i always stay up till late.. but....

every single day except sun.. it's work, lunch, work, dinner, work, home... the cycle goes on and on.. mon.. tue.. wed.. thu.. fri.. sat.. and it nv stop.. no time for fren.. no time for shopping.. no time for exercising.. haiz.. this is so so sad..

but it's ok.. i'm gg back to sch soon!!! though in sch, it's also abt work.. but at least.. i get to move ard.. from sch to sch.. i'll get to go out for break-time shopping.. i'll get to msn.. i'll get to meet lots of fren.. i'll get to watch movies.. many many movies.. (haiz.. can't rem when my last movie).. if i feel lazy.. i just don't go to sch.. lol.. but.. i can't do that when i'm at work.. lol

at times.. Jas feel depressed from the boring life that she's living now.. but.. luckily for her, she has nice seniors, colleagues, frens who're willing to go out wif her.. life isn't that depressing after all.. =D

2007-02-06T02:04:00.000+08:00

8 more days to V-day.. i used to like this day alot.. but now.. erm.. shall see la.. =p
nv like the idea of spending V-day alone.. hahaha.. if i got to spend alone.. i rather stay in office to do OT lor..

erm.. wat inspire this entry?? 2 small boys.. well.. not that small.. maybe a bit younger than us.. or ard our age.. met them in the lift and heard this conversation:-

Boy 1: i hate 14 feb..
Boy 2: is it.. i've no feeling..
Boy 1: that's because u like guys..
Boy 2: no lor, i dun like guys..

hahaha.. this is a fallacy lor.. lol..

ok ok.. somebody is nagging me le.. shall continue this entry tmr.. if... i end work early..

2007-02-05T01:59:00.000+08:00

just came back from sending sher n hl off..

haiz.. ya.. i'm such a crybaby.. i did told myself not to cry..
but.............. hee... can't help it la.. *blush*

dear, take good care of yourself!!! I'LL MISS YOU, DEAR!!!

and twin.. dun bully sher.. dun make her angry.. dun irritate her.. lol..
u too.. take good care of yourself.. so that sher dun have to take care of u.. =D
ya ya.. will try to miss ya too.. lol.. =p

come tink abt it.. time really flies.. still rem the time when I sent off KM and PS.. now they're all all back in Sin.. very soon.. sher and hl will be back too.. then it's my turn to fly leh wor.. lol.. but mine is no big deal as compared to theirs.. =D

but.. i would go for one long long ..... perhaps work.. hopefully i can apply and be posted to one of the big four overseas.. erm.. perhaps.. hk?? or uk?? hahaha.. i'm dreaming le.. be realistic n just go for my work & travel USA ba.. =p

2007-02-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

HELP!!! y am i here listening to this conversation.. ARGH!!!

2007-01-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks to end of internship... start of new sch term...
till now.. i've yet to decide if i should take 4 or 5 mod..
haiz.. shall see how it goes again ba..

weeeee.. bought donuts from popular donut factory.. the wait was horrendous.. lol..

reach there at slightly before 12.. saw a queue of at least 15ppl there.. tinking that since ppl are queuing.. the shop should open soon.. *no idiots will queue for that long for donuts* lol.. so i join the queue.. hahaha.. the clock strike 12pm.. but...... the "grill" of the shop isn't moving.. aiya.. felt cheated.. lol.. but since i'm already in the queue and there's at least another 10 more ppl behind me.. hee.. i shall not leave..

so waited and waited.. till abt 12.20pm, yippee.. the signboard was lit up.. the counter is OPEN!!! next.. i tot.. though is a M/M/1 queuing model.. lol.. but should be quite fast right.. how long can packing donuts take.. i'm soooooo sooooo wrong.. lol.. it took me another 1 hour to my turn.. ppl in front are buying in dozens.. and i meant in in dozenSSSSS!!! the person in front of me.. bought 6 dozens.. and the one before him bought 10!!! wth.. crazy ppl!!! lol

i tot i'm already buy quite a bit.. 4 boxes of 6 each.. hahhaa.. i'm wrong again.. lol..

here's the pic of my trophy!!! hee.. i must say.. it's quite nice la.. but for the amount of time u spent queuing up.. erm.. should tink twice.. unless.. u're as free as me today!! lol..

2007-01-25T01:19:00.001+08:00

Dear frenz.. pls help me decide wat colour should my nano be.. =D

2007-01-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

my wishlist:-

- watch (smth i wanted since a yr ago.. but too ex le.. dun bear to spend such money)

- MP3 player (haiz.. old MP3 just broke into 2... should i really get nano?? very ex leh)

--> san.. how?? which one should i ask for... can just give me cash.. lol

erm... how how?? which one?? =D

- more bags

- more clothes

- more jackets

- more shoes

- more accessories

lol.. all these are never enough.. =D

2007-01-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

:'(

2007-01-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

bloody hell.. everything was a scam.. it's all that topid bugger's idea.. argh!!! and still force ade to play along wif him.. wat an evil man!!! (so much for your reputation!!!) *pui*

made me worry for nothing.. ok la.. glad that ade is fine.. nothing had happened..
*heave a sigh of relief*

pissed with that topid bugger for his brilliant idea.. wat a lousy joke.. argh!!! *slap*
quoting from ying jie.. "RAH!!!!" lol..

2007-01-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

Felt a plunge in emotion today..

Initially it was just like every other day.. facing files and files of numbers.. trying to make some sense out of them..

then come 3plus.. got a call from ed to go down to the MRT station.. met him n ade and was given a bowl of mango sago dessert.. ya.. was extremely delighted.. both of them were in Chinatown before this.. and make a detour to harbourfront to “deliver” the cold dessert.. so sweet of them.. thank you!!!

But now that I heard that ade tripped and fell at harbourfront on the way back.. I’m feeling very very bad.. this will not happen if she didn’t come all the way here.. I’m worried for her now.. wonder how is she?? Don’t dare to call her.. communicating via sms.. waiting for her reply.. waiting is painful...

2007-01-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

爱惜她
尊重她
安慰她
保护着她
--> this is wat all gals dream of.. but how many gals will actually get wat they one??

erm.. sad yes i know.. but.. it's just the fact.. some ppl are just too superficial.. (eh.. i'm not referring to anyone in particular here, i'm just generalizing.. pls dun get offended =p)

heck it.. shall tink of smth happier.. lol..

finally managed to satisfy my craving for sushi & sashimi.. last time when I wanted some sushi.. just a call will solve the problem.. but it's no longer the case now.. but.. watever la.. i still get my sushi now.. lol..

oh oh.. ate super duper nice, refreshing ice cream.. wow.. they're simply heavenly.. lol.. when are we going back for more??

2006-12-28T01:31:00.000+08:00

wan to cry but no tears seemed to be coming out..

reached a dead end once again..

tired of making detours already.. tired of forcing my way thru..

shall just leave it the way it is..

i'm sick and tired of pacifying.. arguing.. saying sorry..
to u.. my sorry are simply worthless.. so wat else is there for me to say..

the words that u'd been waiting for... good bye!!!

** to frenz who are reading this now.. dun worry abt me.. i'll be fine when the sun rise tmr morning.. or perhaps.. by the time u read this.. a few days had past.. and i've already thrown it behind me.. =)

2006-12-25T19:45:00.000+08:00

boring.. whole day at home.. nothing to do..

back to work tmr.. yawnz..

weeee.. added one more new member - adorable singing reindeer to my soft toys collection.. thanks edwin for the reindeer n the tonic.. lol.. =D

2006-12-24T11:25:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. it's christmas eve!!! --> hee.. abit ironic right.. yawnz vs exclamation

so sad this year.. boring christmas.. busy internship..

fri was supposed to be half day for the entire company.. but poor me.. was @ client's place till 5plus and reach back office at abt 6plus.. by then.. company's christmas party over le.. gift exchange over le.. most of ppl went home le.. haiz..

this christmas period has been overdosed wif movies.. lol.. watched:-
Thu - Curse of the Golden Flower
Sat (yest) - Charlotte's Web & Death Notes 2 (VERY GOOD!! Recommended!)
Sun (later) - A Night at the Museum..

i enjoyed watching movies!! though it's quite an anti-social activity.. but.. i still enjoyed it.. esp.. when the company is good.. =) it's nice to have a movie kaki.. whom u can count on.. lol.. yea.. toking abt u... =D

can't wait for new year's eve.. yeah.. u - san will be back!! clique gathering in my house on new year's eve!! looking forward to it.. so long nv see all u ppl le.. miss all the fun times.. miss those times when san chased jun ard the classroom, on the street.. miss all the names calling.. *bleahz*

looking forwards to many many ktvs sessions.. gatherings.. =D

2006-12-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

went night cycling yesterday..

we started off from ECP.. at abt 9pm

.. to Geylang for supper and durians
on the way.. met an unreasonable driver who refused to give way to us even when the green man was on.. and scolded us.. so i scolded him back.. lol.. but he just drove off.. wth...
Aldric came join us at Geylang..

.. to Esplanade/Lau Pau Sat for food/drinks
since aldric only join us at geylang.. while we cycle there.. he walk there to meet us.. guess wat.. he could walk faster than we cycled.. argh.. is he human???!!!

.. to School for free toilets =p

.. to Orchard

.. to Adam Food Centre for drinks

all in all, we reach Adam at about 4plus am.. so at abt 5am, we left Adam for ECP..
lol.. in the end.. the return journey only left with 3 gals.. Me, HL and Yv.. the 3 guys was walking and pushing their bikes along.. lol.. cool right.. the 3 of us reached ECP at 7am.. wow.. we are good..

All of us take turns to led the way.. we went from Adam - Whitley - Thomson - Novena - Little India - Bugis - Lavender - Kallang - Paya Lebar - Still Road - ECP

so cool!!! =) proud of ourselves!!! you go, gals!!!

now.. i'm suffering from aching legs, palms, shoulder and butt!!! argh.. starting internship tmr.. oops. in fact.. today.. it's 18 Dec already.. wish me luck.. hope that i would meet nice ppl =)

2006-12-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

back from HK le..

it was a great trip.. =)

Day 1

Reach HK at abt 11am..

Met the Rotaractors from Kwai Chung for KTV in the evening.. though this is the first time we meet.. we had a crazy time..

Day 2

Went yum cha in the morning.. the dim sum was delicious!! yummy..

after breakfast, took star ferry to Central..

Went to the Peak after that.. Below is the view from the Peak..

View from the Peak @ 4pm

View from the Peak @ 6pm

Just a diff of 2 hours, see the drastic changes in the sky colour.. =)

After the Peak we met up wif our Kwai Chung fren for dinner at a hot pot place called 有骨气. The food there was good too.. they have items that we would not have include into hot pot.. for eg. they have 水晶包 with special filings.. (e.g. custard cream, lemon, cha siew) who would include custard cream into pork stock?? =)

Following dinner, a few of us went for dessert.. and played a few orientation kinda of games.. it was quite fun..

Day 3

Went for breakfast at this nice nice congee place.. yum yum.. i love the you tiao.. DAMNED GOOD lor.. lol..

Following.. met some of our Kwai Chung fren and they brought us to Shenzhen. Shenzhen was a bit disappointing.. didn't manage to buy much stuff.. it's quite diff from the way I imagine her to be.. but the dinner @ Shenzhen was good.. we had lots of seafood.. like bamboo clams, scallops, etc.. the best things is the price is cheap.. imagine.. each scallop cost only HKD 1.. which is SGD$0.20.. WTH right.. hahahha..

Day 4

Went Ocean Park after breakfast.. The Ocean Park now is diff from before.. it's currently infested with lots of ***. Some of them are super duper rude.. tried to cut queue as well.. *pui*
them aside..for the first time in my life, i tried the roller coaster that goes 360 degrees and the free fall.. argh.. wat came over me to take such rides.. lol.. but it was fun.. not extremely exciting.. ok lor.. =)

Day 5

We had breakfast with our Kwai Chung fren.. a farewell breakfast..
The rest of the day was dedicated to shopping..

went to esprit outlets and some other shopping streets to buy our stuff.. in all, we bought a total of 21 boxes of lao po bing.. lucky.. we went early to place order.. by the time we went back at 9pm.. no more lao po bing left.. heng arh.. =D

oh.. we went for a late night movie as well.. Ghost train.. the movie itself was quite scary.. however with ed sitting beside me.. it's even scarier.. cos he, himself is a horror.. lol

Stayed up the entire night playing cards with Ade and Ed.. lady luck had chosen to abandon me on that night.. kept on losing and losing.. =p but luckily.. no money was involved.. ;) Dom and WX went to Shenzhen for massage.. boy.. they are addicted to it..

Day 6

Back at the airport.. gg back to Singapore.. yawnz..

All in all, my conclusion will be that this had been a wonderful trip..

Went to a lot of places that I'd never been before.. tried new stuff.. ate lots of desserts..

Thanks Edwin, Ade, Dom, Wei Xiong, Huishan for the sweet memories and great company!! In particular, a big thanks to Edwin for his efforts in trying navigate us ard and planning for the trip =)

2006-12-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

counting down.. 2 more days to HK...

got to start packing my stuff for HK le..
in the process of writing the packing list now.. oh no.. the list is getting longer and longer.. =D

maybe gg JB on the coming thur evening.. erm.. shall see how ba..

2006-12-04T02:50:00.000+08:00

friendship is so so so fragile..

one wrong step..
one additional step..
one less step..

might ruin the entire beautiful friendship..

y can't friendship withstand all tests..?? in the first place.. y should friendship be even tested.. can't they just be smooth sailing --> that'll be too idealistic le..

refering back to my prev entry..

i'm afraid that one day..
my close friends no longer keep in contact with me..
or suddenly we all become so distanced..

i'm afraid that when i come back from internship..
everything would be different..
frens would forget my existence..
frens no longer sms me..
somebody would replace my "position" in ppl's life..

and i will get ppl telling me..
u're not longer needed in my life..
get lost.. OH NO!!! all this tots are freaking me.. argh..

2006-12-03T07:49:00.000+08:00

when i woke up this morning.. felt a sense of loneliness.. ;)

smth i wonder y do i have to pack my days wif things to do.. y do i get myself involve in some much shit..

erm.. i guess.. i'm afraid of the feeling of loneliness.. hate the feeling of being left out.. being replaced.. being forgotten..

but as times goes, jas will learnt that she got to accept the fact that ppl will move ard.. nobody will stay by ur side forever.. got to learn to be more independent.. got to give discount to the word "forever".. "forever" have a valid time period, it comes wif an expiry date..

jas is in a conflicting state of mind.. on one hand, she just wish to be a hermit.. n back out from everything n everybody.. yet on the other.. she's afraid of being alone.. being unwanted.. being neglected.. one of jas's silly policies - nv to eat alone!! i rather starved than eating alone. i used to feel sorry for those ppl whom i saw eating alone in the coffeeshop.. i tot they look quite pitiful.. =p

2006-12-03T01:41:00.000+08:00

it's bro's b-day today.. but he's still not home yet.. anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BRO!!

tried searching for some presents for him today.. but can't find le.. nothing suitable..
bleahz..

looking forward to HK trip on fri!!!
quite a no. of things to be done before the trip..
topid edwin.. added more tasks to my list.. argh.. baka!!

soon after my return from HK trip.. got to start work le.. sigh.. i asked for it one..

one of the headlines of the newspaper caught my eyes today.. audit firms are increasing the starting pay by 10%.. woohoo.. that will amt to an additional of $2400 a year.. erm.. abt one mth pay of an average biz grad.. haiz.. poor auditors..

2006-12-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

Yippeee.. my papers finished le!!!! i'm finished!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

time to play.. woohoo...

2006-11-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

sigh.. had a lousy paper today.. i can't remember a lot of stuff.. it was a 3 hours paper for 5 questions.. took more than 1 hour for the first question and rushing thru the rest..

tink i was so stressed and panicky that i had dizzy spell.. lol.. tot i would faint there and then dun haf to continue taking the exam.. but nv leh.. i recovered after a while.. sigh..

sianz.. y?? last time, when i had dizzy spells, i actually fainted lor.. y not this time?? haiz.. hope that i dun fail this paper.. argh..

one more to go... =(

2006-11-28T12:20:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. sleepy sleepy..

Co-law paper @ 2pm later..
Tax Planning @ 9am tmr.. (sigh.. i'm still only halfway there)
Ethics @ 2.30pm on fri.. (haven't even touch ethics)

can't wait for fri, 5.30pm to come..

looking forward to
HK trip..
many many Christmas presents..
New Year..
meeting up wif friends (the pianist whose already in town =D.. san whose coming back on new year's eve.. n my sec sch clique.. KM, XL, PS who will be returning in Jan.. boy.. i miss you all!!)

ok.. enough of blogging.. gg back to accompany Walter Woon le.. he's still waiting for me =p

2006-11-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

i guess i've learnt a lesson today..
don't just listen to one side of the story.. there's always 2 sides to a coin..
but then again.. i won't know who's lying and who's not.. but ok lor.. i should trust the person that i knew longer.. n hopefully he (yes, u!) don't let me down.. whahaha

my initial entry for the day was supposed to be:
"Ignorance is bliss. Act blur, be blur --> that's the way to go."

was feeling confused just now.. it's like within a short time of 30min, i suddenly felt very distanced from someone whom i tot i were pretty close to.. as if i've nv knew that person at all.. but i'm glad that everything had been sort out..

**note that names had not been mentioned.. =D

2006-11-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

5 more torturing days before the conclusion of this semester..
35 more days before we welcome the new year..
i'm looking forward to a better new year ahead..
this year had been.......... kinda of lousy...
my only hope for this year is to get a more decent results..

2006-11-18T16:06:00.000+08:00

i dun like today... today as in TODAY!!!
today, 6 years ago was...... nvm.. shouldn't even be mentioned..
--> y am i so affected this year?? i tot i was fine last year.. 2 years had past.. so wat's the feeling i'm experiencing now.. wat's the problem with me now?? even i oso dun understand myself.. ='(

damn... got to study!!! but... can't concentrate!! feeling down.. 3 hours had past.. n i'm still on the first chapter.. quiz will be on tue!! argh!! =(

2006-11-07T09:00:00.000+08:00

sad, bitter, blue, dejected, depressed, despairing, down, gloomy, glum, grief-stricken, heartbroken, low-spirited, melancholy, mournful, sorrowful --> words that are closed to my heart now

gone wif the wind is my 3mth old phone...

gone with it are smses which I'd treasured very much..
smses that cheered me on..
smses that kept me going..
smses that I could never get back again..

gone are also my precious contacts..
contacts of whom I had not met for ages..
contacts of whom I may not contact ever again..

2006-11-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

once again, was on an emotion rollercoaster ride. currently it had just came to a stop. wonder when will the rollercoaster takes off again. (twin must be thinking.. omg.. this woman use analogy again)

life is never a bed of roses.. but now i'd landed myself in a bed of thorns.. ouch!

2006-10-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

chocs.. chocs.. n more chocs... yum yum...

tired.. lousy presentation today.. mid term test tmr.. (oops.. later.. it's after 12am now).. another quiz on thur.. sianz..

haiz.. getting fatter.. got to either go gym, swim or jogging soon soon soon..

haven't finish studying yet.. but very tired now.. eyelids very heavy..

2006-09-30T11:46:00.000+08:00

hmm.. yest was the first time i went MOS since it opened.. hee.. slow right.. ya.. i tink so too.. but it's ok.. i'm not a very "clubbing" type of person.. the first time i "club" was in Yr 1.. freshmen bash @ China Black.. yucks.. n my hair still smell of cigarettes smoke.. eeeeeeekk...

drank quite a bit yest.. played guessing games and kept losing.. so kept drinking.. =p i tink i drank at least 3 or 4 glass of Whisky + Coke.. wat liew.. and one vodka lime..

before we left.. we still got 3 free drinks coupons.. so we decided to find someone to give it to.. since this guy is standing in front of us, yingjie gave it to him.. maybe he tot that we were interested in him or smth.. then he tried to get friendly with us.. too bad.. no chance.. i got yingjie with me.. so she pull me away.. and we were like "diao".. hahaha.. if i were alone then.. hmm.. i might not know how to walk away without answering his questions.. i tot it's rude to do so.. but then again such guys don't have to be bothered.

slept at abt 3plus 4 yest.. tot that i would suffer from an hangover today.. haiz.. but no.. in fact i woke up at 7am and can't slp after that.. been watching tv, slacking from then till now.. hmm.. wat's happening to my body alarm clock.. for the past entire week.. i had been slping at abt 2plus 3 or latest 4am and wake up at 7am.. aiyo.. can't imagine how can i survive with such little slp..

argh.. my system is kinda of like gg crazy.. i can actually go without food and drink for like entire day.. (but she still so fat.. argh.. don't understand why) it was not done on purpose.. =( it's just either no one to eat wif me.. or no time to eat.. Jas always tink that eating alone is a very pathetic.. hahhaa.. she used to shed tears when she see her loved ones eating alone.. hahahha.. i'm a cry-baby.. ok la.. haven't been crying so much lately..

2006-09-30T11:18:00.000+08:00

A little abt Pisces gal like me!!!

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality.
She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love".
She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love.
More or less it will be in Pisces woman.
She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.
She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or an one-night stand guy.
She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute.
Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. (blah... not true...)
Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them.
She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. (*puke*)
Whether she has a man in her life or not, she will never try to over-power any man. It's not even in her thought. She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way.
She is an easygoing person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one.
She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now. (nah.. i want him to be ambitious n climb higher than me..)
A Pisces woman, if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills).
She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her, then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next. A complex character.
You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through alot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love. The word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not so well.
Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. (they will tell u that this is true)
She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out. She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy.
She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her. Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.

2006-09-25T01:45:00.000+08:00

crazy week ahead...

Mon: FT mock interview/C-Law project meeting/Tax Planning project meeting
Tue: C-Law Buzz presentation/tuition 1/tuition 2/tax planning project meeting -??
Wed: tax planning project meeting
Thur: Tax planning project due/presentation
Fri: FT assignment due/Tax planning quiz/tuition
Sat: tuition
Sun: tuition

argh.. week filled with tuitions n sickening tax planning.. yucks...
my kids are having their exams.. so intensive tuitions this few weeks.. haiz.. tiring..

hahaha.. but i'm sure i'm not the worst!!

just got to know that one of my buddy got attached!!! congrats!!! i'm happy for u.. =) hee.. so excited!!
hmm.. wat for?? hahhaa..
hee.. just excited for my buddy mah.. a new experience awaiting ahead..!! =p

2006-09-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

it's been 3 days... still no news from you at all... :'(
disappointed and upset as I may be.. life still got to go on..
front still got to be put up..

ok la.. it's not that serious.. one issue won't hit me so hard..
it's always an accumulation of issues that hurt me..

2006-08-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

haiz.. here i am.. slogging away.. there they are enjoying themselves.. hahahhaha

hey guys.. i miss you all.. take care n enjoy urselves in europe.. dun forget to buy present for me!!!

hate sending frenz off at the airport.. firstly i know i'll miss them.. secondly.. i hate holding back tears.. argh..

2006-08-18T01:08:00.000+08:00

hmm.. my blog had been quite dead recently.. ya.. as dead as me..

yeah.. came back from BKK already.. the trip was fine.. ate lots of good food.. had sashimi boat.. something that i would nv eat in Singapore.. ate japanese food, seafood.. etc.. *ya.. growing fat* nv buy much things but money seemed to be disappearing.. haiz..

anyway.. poor me.. i'm jobless now.. :'( apparently finance is not extending my stay wif them.. they feel that they had just enough manpower right now.. maybe.. i dunno.. sianz..

nvm.. let me tok abt something happy.. met KM they all for "supposely" K-Lunch yest.. but i reach there at abt 1pm.. hee.. just abt 30 min before PS came.. had their marvellous Banana Choc Cake.. yum yum.. good taste, sher.. afterwhich, met up wif the CSL ppl yest to discuss abt our new plans..

lastly went for a movie wif edwin - we watch ant bully.. his reason for watching that show: "the best show befitting a big bully like u!" idiot... baka!!
btw the show was quite nice.. i did enjoy the evening.. thanks man.. hee.. ya.. now my turn to owe him a treat.. argh...

2006-08-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

went to watch fireworks today wif zhi.. thanks man for reserving such a wonderful spot for me.. =) hahaha.. poor guy.. stand there for at least 4 hours (since 5plus) just to get the place.. hee.. oops.. n i happily go there only at abt 8.30pm when the fireworks start at 9pm.. =p *paiseh*

personally i tink today's fireworks.. so so only lor.. i still prefer the NDP one.. i like the fact that the fireworks and the music are synchronized.. =)

but today.. i saw RED moon.. yeah.. u see correctly.. i really see a RED colour moon.. cool right.. so the phrase "once in a blue moon" got to be changed.. who had seen blue moon before.?? hmm.. if no.. this phrase doesn't stand.. how can the meaning be once in a while when nobody had seen it before.. i should think the phrase should change to "once in a red moon" whahahhaa..

ok.. just abt finish to pack my bag.. yawnz.. off to bkk again tmr.. back on tue.. till then.. see ya...

2006-08-08T21:37:00.000+08:00

long back from my previous BKK trip.. off to another one on Sat..

haiz.. but till now.. accomms is not confirmed yet.. sianz..

I dun really agree wif this phrase "Absence makes the heart grows fonder".. I tink it should be "out of sight, out of mind"

i always like to say.. ppl get upset or disappointed when the expectation does not meet the reality - i have high expectation.. not only on bf.. but oso on frens whom i considered close to me.. when it comes to human relationship.. i'm selfish.. i get upset when i know that i was replaced in the life of a "close" fren.. maybe perhaps it had always been an one-sided frenship.. =(

i'm back.. n i'm going off..

2006-07-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

been too lazy to blog recently.. days had been very packed.. packed wif meeting up wif frenz.. chating wif frenz.. work.. tuitions.. meetings.. yawnz..

yeah.. i'm gg bangkok later this evening.. just start n finish packing.. so ya.. quite free now..

happy happy..

2006-07-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

jas is a happy gal..

more sources of income...
- new POA tuition assignment
- new accounting assignment - got to set up the entire system.. first time round is tedious.. but subsquently.. a "guaranteed" source of income every quarterly..
woohoo..

yest.. i just met up wif a fren whom just came back from russia for a short holiday.. gg back on 1st Sept.. it was a nice catching up session.. so sweet of him to get me a bouquet of roses before we go back.. looking forward to his mini performance @ Esplanade this coming Aug and concert at the end of the year.. don't worry man.. i'll go for every single one of ur performances!!! =p

2006-07-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

hmm.. had dim sum buffet today for lunch.. wah.. super full.. till now..
food is ok.. but the company (xl, km, sm, ritch) was great.. yeah.. we should go for more of such lunch.. so fun!!!..

yest.. i went for a NDP briefing together wif sher.. then i was so happy that i was assigned to the group that i wanted.. yeah.. but too bad.. sher is not in the same grp as me.. =(
but it's ok.. we still can meet for dinner..

it's so fun to know that u got frens who are oso involved in NDP.. so far i only found 4.. one in GOH.. one in NDP Exco.. one in Food.. one is a MP.. but too bad.. i won't be able to talk to them during my duty.. but it's still nice to know that they are there too.. hee..

looking forward to next sat...

some things

2006-06-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

some things may not be as simple as it seemed..

some things are better left unsaid..

some things just can't be forgotten..

some things just have to be kept to yourself..

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